Goals Are Mine

Goals are Goals
Sometimes Big Sometimes Small,
May be luckily hit or may be badly missed,
But The only thing is
I'll stick to my aim till the end, so as to catch my grail,
For everyone, it's different way
For some, it's difficult or
For few, it's interesting,
Eventually, Goals are Goals
The one who is constant and managed throughout, is the ultimate winner
Plans are not made to be failed, but only to fix that great word called dreams,
My dream is beautiful and My passion is interesting,
Both are my love, which will keep me wild,
Beautiful and Interesting Combo creates new life on new roads,
No worries for those smile and laugh
Because they'll be with me when I want to,
Forgotten about those people whom I left in past
Because they'll always destruct my thinkings,
May be, with some, I'll be together in upcoming days
Because they know I have decided for good deeds,
But I'll never expect to return on old paths,
With positivity, End with Rage will bring something brand new,
In between, Many left me due to change,
I'll go with them who will definitely wait for me at finishing line,
They said, I lost
I said, it just Started
Focused, then, all are crystal cleared,
That when I determined to make my vision and mission equal in any case,
After all,
My Goals are mine.

ME and MYSELF

Today is my result day, but this result might not be too much important. Engineering Semester Results are not valued as compared to any competitive exams. I was sad, depressed, tensed, yeah, it's common when any result is going to be out. I prayed to Lord, hoping not to fail. Even I would be happy, if I passed by grace. The only wish I made this day was, keeping my parents happy in any situation. And if they'll be glad hearing my good response, then I'll make sure to be successful everytime. Eventually, when the result is opening, I tried to stop that for once and prayed for twice because I was scared, as usually, everyone does. Afterwards, I come to know, sometimes Negative results motivate us more than Positive ones. I stopped my mind for while and started thinking about my past experience of previous Semester. Trying to find some mistakes done by me. Fortunately, there were few, also, I come across some good vibes.

Sometimes, I make a wish, or otherwise, stand still, closing eyes and folding hands, while praying, as I always have faith and believe that he knew everything. But, 99% of faith is sometimes worthless because of just 1% of fortune. True that, we should not believe on luck. But, that 1% may kill you in just 1 second. Isn't that, so ridiculous.... In the end, still I keep doing my hardwork and believing in itself. Also, the fact is, the person who tries make everyone happy and smiling, is the one who is always sad. In the other words, the one who works so hardly and believe in good things, is the only one who cries in end only for fortune. Let me tell you, I'll change this second thought. Are these results really very important? For me, it's not. True, this is the only way to express our leading Career.

For whom do you want to score good and wanna be in top 10 list? Question this to yourself. If the answer is society, then let me tell you that, this so called "Society" will always speak whether good or bad. They will never bother about you. Because they just want a particular topic to gossip, so they will always talk about you, until and unless they reach to some new breaking information. No, society should not be your answer here. I guess, somebody will surely say "Friends". Exactly, friends...!!!  What do want to do with them too? Wanna be a stud or wanna put your collar up while standing between them. You are not wrong, sometimes it is  important to show your importance. But it's not right, when you just showing without being successful completely. I think, this results are not your ultimate goal, yet many more are left. Okay, now if you are going to choose "Relatives", then, you are the most stupid one I have ever seen. Grow up guys, you should have one thing clear in your mind that these people will always speak in favour of society, and they'll never show you the solutions, instead of that, they'll always give you problems. So forget about relatives and make a habit to ignore them.

Then, who's left, "Parents"? Yeah, they are the most worried person in our family. They will support you, show ways to right path, create solutions, grow us to particular directions. They are second to be tensed and worried about our performance. But listen, they will never be satisfied with your outputs, and they have right to wish something more from you. Because they want you to be most appreciated, most successful, and most importantly treated person, because those are the things, they haven't got. So they expect that from their children. There is nothing more precious than them. Don't do work for your parents because they'll always demotivate you saying that they want some more, but it's ok with today, better do hardwork next time. This will be their words.

Don't do for the society and relatives, because they will create a major issues when you lose, they won't help you out in any way. Don't believe your friends, because one or the other day they will become your competitors. Don't focus on parents words, because they believe in you for gaining some more medals and certificates, as they'll never be fine with your current status. Ah, every expected answer is disabled, still you haven't reached to your answer. C'mon, it's simple, the person is ME and MYSELF.

Yes, it's only ME, for whom I'm gonna do good things, for which I have to stand up with all my problems, and be a successful one just only for me. Because, it's me who is going to be there with myself, till the last point of my journey. True, It's ME and MYSELF. Who will never create an issue of my failure and motivate myself when my statistics fall down. Who will create the competitors within my friends and try to win from those crowds. Who will never worried about my parents talks, but Prove them till my end that I am something more to achieve one by one. Fact is, "I will always be there for Myself." or "You will always be there for Yourself."

Inverse Of Watch

He is fixed for every one, but keep on moving in his own place. Never worried about others. Never mind when everyone ignored him. He works for his own will. If he start bothering about what people is saying to him, then he'll never be available for those needy, and all will really messed up in their duty. He is very important in everyone's life, but sometimes, appreciation for his early finish, is kind of good friend to him, and many a time, disrespectful for being too late, is his best friend. It's not his fault to be in speed, his only job is to move straight without looking back. His past may be unknown, future may be undefined, but he believes in present to be on Time. U know what, whatever may be the condition only he will be there for everyone. Lot many things are unique in his character, that will make us to learn some more.

By the way, 'He' is not a Man for me here. First of all, re-read this above paragraph. But, Only condition is use 'It' instead of 'He' in every sentences. Interesting, Can you guess what 'It' may refer to be?? Yes, it's an object used to see time. It's Watch.

Many of us, especially ladies living in same colony or street are habitual of gossiping about daily matters. What do they actually get back after that, of course Nothing. But, they still worried about whole world and their living styles. Like, men are always busy with their work, no time for them, lots of shopping to be done because few days passed, but they didn't show off till now, or sometimes, they'll be tensed about the neighbor children's results or their friendship with others etc etc. No matter this talks really develop their minds in politics. These are one type of people.

Few in these world are actually good, they never sit and gossip with those ladies, but they are actually very eager to know the topics of the gossips, so they are having only one major drawback to sit in someone's house and grasp the information clearly. Seriously these people are more dangerous than the first type.

Don't worry, I have the third type of people to introduce you as the best one. They neither gossip with those ladies nor interact with them personally in somebody's house. But, they are one who has these in-built qualities before hand. Actually, they are more bothered about their own family living members including other relatives staying apart. They are really tensed about what other relatives will say if something happens or if appreciation overflow etc. Yeah, this is different one.

True that, I may not be able to change their behavior, but surely try to focus on their thinkings. If you carefully read the first paragraph, then you may come across few relations between rest three types of people. The only similarity is that all the three are INVERSE OF WATCH. Now you may relate them. Basically, my point is, there is no harm in changing the topics of gossip, because all we know that, gossip creates the awareness. But, Instead of talking about others daily life, we should proceed with some positive waves. Likewise, talking and appreciating others for what they are doing, as because generation is changing and learning new styles of living.

Be like Watch, Be like Different. Be on Present, Be on Time. Move On with Gossips, Move In with Styles.

Closed Senses

Sitting and staring outside window is something just common in everyone's life. When we are sad, happy, romantic or any other mood, we generally do this. We have senses to see, hear and breathe. Also a pumping heart, but unfortunately, no feelings. You're wrong, emotions and feelings are two different things. Emotions can be your feelings, but reverse is false. Generally, we say, "feeling happy" not "happy feeling", or "feeling better" not "better feeling", and rest all. This shows that feelings always lead your emotions. Also, "happy", "sad", "good", "bad", "romantic", "sick", etc are the moods of emotions, these are not your feelings. For feelings, you do not require such emotions and senses. But, for emotions, you do require some feelings.

Hey, listen, neither feelings nor emotions, but my today's topic is Senses. Not the opened one, but that CLOSED SENSES. I mean, the senses which can see without eye, hear without ear, pump without original heart. Yes, there are many who are surviving without any beautiful eyes, or any audible ears, also, few with temporary hearts to pump for countable days. They do not want a window to see outside, not worried about weathers to hear some rain drops, they just count the heartbeats which is equivalent to their livable hours.

Strange, we all have this, but are useless without feelings. For me, feelings are something which makes your heart skip one beat. With that One touch of wind may feel you to recognize the current weather, One action can feel the words of music. Senses are something that can create those invisible to visible, or simply give colours in life. You have eyes, you have hands, also the ears and the legs, still complaining about that life. But, few are happy without eyes, because they don't want to see these corrupted world or criminals all around, don't wanna hear those bad words or slangs used to shame every mother and sister. They are enjoying having nothing.

Yeah, Right, what else you can do, sitting and reading many articles like this!!?? It's not your fault that they are disabled. But, it's your biggest mistake, if you never thought of donating any senses. In future, your bodies will buried or burnt containing most of the senses, that are still working. What if you donate them!! I am actually confused about your decision, but I am sure for mine. Not only eyes, but also my heart, I am gonna donate both after my death, to the helpless people and make them realize that there are many who are not offenders, and have feelings in heart. If you really wanna help me, then help them, because they need it, even if they pretend to be happy having none. And, I'll be happy, if the title is proved wrong, let the closed become the opened ones.

Only Curve

I used to play with her in my childhood days. She comb my hairs, dress me up with beautiful forks. Visiting my house was very frequent, she drive me to right ways. Taught me good habits which I still remember. Her sons treat me like my real big Brothers. My weekends spend with them was so wonderful. I never knew that the moments used up with her will disappear so easily. Those days will become just a sweet memories was really unexpected to be so little. Not my friend, not my Mom, but very close to that. She is my Aunt, I call her Badi Mummy.

You might be thinking, why I started talking about her with no cause. Wrong, there is a huge reason, a wild ache behind this lady. Not only she, but many more, and so few cure. She was suffering from Cancer, and some years back, she died. This is common, but the person started dieing early, when they heard the word "cancer", due to depression and heart broken. Don't die thinking that you will be no more tomorrows, but die living every moments happily, thinking you may not have any tomorrows. The more you stay happy, more the injury secure. The more you smile, more healthier you become. So start living now, may be no harmful yesterday will follow tomorrow, but if we stay happy today may be this leads to live you one more day.

Admiring a person may cause little smile in heart, but caring and helping them, will make you happy, while seeing them smiling. Victim never thought of having diseases and die soon, but best medicine to live long is your Natural Smile. Not only cancer, but many suffer from Aids or may be any harmful diseases. You never know what may happen in future, may be death by accident or any diseases, or old age problem, but the only thing you can promise to yourself is to smile in any condition, because you know that, smile is the ONLY CURVE which will never leave alone in this world. You just have to make this curve large enough to spend everyday.

May possible that you will be dieing tomorrow, but today living with your smile will never regret you, of not stayed happily yesterday. My request to every people, especially those victims, is stay happy today to live your tomorrow, otherwise die today, without wasting your time with that precious smile.

Hanged Till Death

16 December, 2012; it's been 4.5 years to that case. Do you still remember that night when this incident happened? That night made the whole country to come on road with candles and shouting for justice!! Do you still remember that girl who was named as "Nirbhaya"? 

This fake name given by seeing her strength. Yes, she was very strong to fight for her life from wild beings. She was raped and almost murdered, thrown in the road side. You know what, even the Dog protect his master, because he give him food to eat and place to live, but they'll never hurt us. Even animals knew what is humanity, humans never understand this word. Those beings should left her atleast in the sake of it. She tried a lot to protect herself, but as we say, every princess require a prince to support or to fight with those terrible creatures, unfortunately they killed him before.

5th May, 2017; still the case was on and today, it is finally been closed after the justice. The court declared that the four will be HANGED TILL DEATH. All prayers come true and that parents boldly stand up in the fight of their daughter. Today, India is in relief. Really?

What about tomorrow? Do you still remember the case or the lady? Do this incident will not repeat again? Who's fault it was? The men or the girl? Exactly, No one will memorize it again. Or, this same incident cannot be stopped again. The month after the case and after the justice will only be seen in every newspapers and channels, even in the dinning table, we'll discuss, and after few days, all will be normal. News reporters will have new cases to handle and we get busy with our stuffs.

Her life story, or we can say, struggled tale, is written in those old papers and old articles. True that, I too repeating the same. But, it's important to know that new crimes always include atleast one rape in every channels and papers when we read. Do you know, India is the third highest number of rape incidents, there are 98% cases include rape!!!! Is there any possibilities that it will not increase to 100% and decrease to 10 or 1%??

Yeah, Only if wild beings start to have positive intentions, think atleast once, and show some mankind, then surely, it will reduce on some day. Not as a human kind, but as a respect in mind for any woman, who can be a wife or mother or daughter in somebody's house. Also, the one who hides the crime is the second criminal. Please help the girl or lady if you see them in trouble, because you never know, your woman may be the next. Even, unity of girls can fight with them, so neither put your step back nor ignoring occurrences. Because of your one mistake, another Nirbhaya can be found dead, this time may be from your home. One help can change One Country to be the least rank in this list of crimes.

Choices And Taste To Decide

Let me ask you some weird questions. Honestly, how many girls/boys have you dated, or like girlfriends/boyfriends do you have right now, or how many pictures have you selected while arrange marriage discussion, I guess many girls/boys you judged before your love marriage? Woo-hoo, calm down, it's just a query which pinched you. Answer is,"lot many girls", right boys. "No, not really, I was depending on my parents because I believe them, they won't select wrong person for me", isn't that true girls.

We all live in one planet, but still He taste his choice first, then decide, and the other side, She decide her choice first, then taste. This is a very big difference. You know, why she agree with her parents or husband's decision? Why she behave as a dependent girl in this independent country? Can't she choose her own choice? Can't she taste her alternatives before her commitments? Why she nodded her head to yes for every directions you give? Is she scared of this world?? No. She is frightened from the talks done behind her. She is confused between the CHOICES & TASTE, and in between what TO DECIDE. When a Boy hangout with two or three girls, then his friends called him star or stud, which is not a big deal. But an issue arises, when a girl does the same with any guy, and known to be despicable. Waow, this is called "Discrimination in human mind".

C'mon, I am not saying He or She is different. But it's you who make differences. I am mature enough to finalize my goals. I can choose my own options. I need time to decide what's wrong or correct happening around me. But that doesn't mean, I commit any word for future. Every man will have 6-10 pictures of pretty girls in hand for arrange marriage, but how could he select her as a life partner from just a picture. So he decided to hangout with them, spend time and chilling out, but with other situation, girls never allowed to look his face before her marriage. Then, how/why she agreed!!! Only because she respect you, and in return, you have taken her as granted.

The word "Choices" or "Taste" will NOT let us know which one is for male and other for female. Likewise, favorites can be anything for anybody. For example, the colour don't hold any racism, pink can be a special one for any boy, as same as blue can be for girls. So owe your taste and choice, take time then show results, it is not only for girls but for boys too. We have right to choose the correct one for better response in future. And girls especially, don't hesitate to take decision, because it's you, who going to take care of your own life.

Being Me

When days are trying to end with tiredness, the only way I can finish it with peace sleep is to, relax in bed, phone in hand and articles in head, writing about the journey of delight. May be big or small, important is I am happy in my own way. There is space between other members, but still I love to give gaps between heart and brain. Once the width decreases, heart starts thinking and brain feels. The only solution helped for cross functionality is to work with assistant named as ME. That doesn't mean, I forget past or not worrying about future, but living in present will direct me to the destination with suffering roads.

It's better to understand myself, but it's great to detect flaws alone. Some are painful or may be hurting, more I go deep, I feel mature to live. I never thought to be expressive, but my errors teach me to be reasonable. Hurting is not a bad thing, until and unless heart say its wrong. Love is for Heart, sometimes brain play, when comes to be practical and professional. Some lives are not decided, but loved by Lord. Thankfully, he created me human, but unfortunately I load flaws, which cannot be seen. He filled good vibes, now I make sure to encourage the bad ones to leave a side. No one is perfect, but everyone can be unique. I was unique with some features, few are jealous, many are enemies. More I grow, more they increase. When I bored, I sit and hear. Many times, Hollywood, less time, Bollywood, motivated or inspired and loved respectively. This is me weird in and bold out. Difficult to notice, but never dare to judge blindly. I decide my personal goals with my ways to go. One step before, I scare, because never seen success to close to my hand. Eventually, the word limit became huge and the mixer of every thoughts in dream make me to wake up early morning. Routine can not be changed, but time for BEING ME can be managed. Only thing which will take me to the topmost peak is Me. So I have decided to protect, secure, handle, motivate, love and care, Because I want to be Together With Me.

Legend With 6S'

Sometimes he walk beside me when everything goes wrong around the world. Or maybe his prayers include me for open attitude and bright future. He was never there to step me up, but he stood next to the door where I decided to grow up. His dreams were not mine, but true, when it comes for my dreams. He was busy throughout the day, I never had a great evening with him. Sometimes I cry, bored and even, there were the time when I got distracted from my way, but he always motivated me so that my paths results the clear vision. Never being so appreciated, as after we met, this become a casual thing. He cried, demoralized, ignored, helpless, willing for good waves, but nobody cares about that person. All of them discouraged him while saying, he is just a normal man with a daily busy schedule, not having much time to spend with his love beings. True that, his wife thought me how to play with games, how to write letters, how to eat food with hands, but I will never forget, he brought those toys to enjoy, pencil to write and ingredients to eat.

Oh sorry, I didn't mention that man. Or I think it is not required to elaborate his name. You know that man, who works for his family, bear the struggles outside and share love inside the house. Maybe he doesn't show his emotions with others, but as his daughter, he always open up with me. Of course, he is my Ideal, a Luminary, my Dad.

I recollected that dancing doll, a jumping puppy and remote control cars, which I used to play, but today for the first time I noticed its price in online sites. Everyone is happy with those gifts which he brought, nobody questioned him, how he owned them. People only see him driving early in the mornings and arriving late in the evenings. Or Sometimes his duty shifts change his routine plan. But, never appreciated him for holding the balance between his wife and mom. They never asked him, is his life running alright, or suffering any trap of loans, or why he is pretending to be happy all the time.

I agree, there is always a close bond with my mom. But I always hug him when his tears fall and, heart become weak at any time. I'll always be for my hero who Suffered, Sacrificed, Struggled, Satisfied, Selfless, and Settled with and for his family. This proved him to be a champion for me. He is a LEGEND WITH 6S' for me and my family. I may not be able to write much about him, but I know as much as I love mom, I love him too. Whatever and however he assigned with this 6S' that captured the respect, but only rewards are not sufficient for him. I know those bad days still wander and upset him. I may not give my words to stop his nightmares. I'll never recall him that part of his life which ruined his half of his life. But, I promise, he will never deals with those 6S' again because I am gonna give him joy twice for every 'S'.

Honour is a great thing to him, but he want to endear. So love him, may be his attachments can be expressed in different way, or maybe he is not revealing it, but it's you who can understand because he expect a lot from you. And always remember the 6S', he was allocated with.

Can'ts And Cans

"Oh My God, look who is driving, a "Lady" !! Damn, she gonna hit somebody. Why government allow women to ride? These girls don't know how to drive. They accelerate without any control. Is she really know the meaning of gears or just showing off in the driver's seat. Man, slow down your bike beside her car, she may not be knowing how to handle brakes!! Who knows, She can take wrong side to overtake. Be careful boy, accidents may happen. And blah, blah, blah..." Many girls deal with this stuff, even I. Why men think we cannot drive? Seriously, I am actually fade up of this talks.

Hey you, if I can handle different people with different mind sets in the same roof, then why can't I deal with 2-4 wheels of same type and features. If I can remember where needy utensils like plates, cans, cups and saucers, different spoons, different spices, and many similar to that, also dresses in the wardrobe of every family members, or any of the little things in my house are placed, then why can't I remember only six gears in my car, as they are more small and simple to learn than those routine adjusting items. Moreover, if I can memorize many complicated settings in the latest electronic devices, then why can't I recognize the road tracks of my own way, which are more interesting than those advance updates. You may forgot that I can make dishes using so many colourful ingredients, then it's not a big issue to regulate brakes and accelerations with horns and indicators.

Dude, you know what, it is called envy. Yeah, you are jealous of my driving skill. Many accidents happened because of high accelerations in wrong path. Its never been the fault of brakes and bumps, but the blind mistakes done by you. Only difference is, You drive speedily, but I safely. Accelerators can be controlled, only when you ride in limits, but looses, when it crosses. Yes, I am showing off because of my independence, but many of you, for attentions and impressions. You should not be afraid to travel beside us, rather we sacred, because of unbalance in your brakes due to hurrying.

My CAN'TS And CANS are not decided by other people. So, cease demoralizing and commenting on me for not lifting the wheels on road, as I know, what is healthy riding with traffic rules and symbols. Instead of judging and discouraging us, turn your speedy drive to safety one. Because there's always someone waiting for you to come home after a very long and busy day, in between they never expect for something wrong happens to you. Let your next step to change the mentality regarding girls riding because you think she can't as she knew she can.